心很累。
佢今日，又冇畀早餐，阿女食。
一早煮好晒，喺廚房，都冇帶出去。
仲要whatsapp話我知，佢肚餓，要買嘢食。
之前已經試過，冇畀阿仔食lunch.
我預備咗2盒飯，1盒佢嘅，1盒阿仔。
結果，佢自己食咗，但冇畀阿仔食。成盒完風不動。
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過馬路，又唔拖小朋友。
昨天，我叫佢帶女返學。佢哋出門口 45 mins 後，我帶阿仔出去。
小巴站對面，我睇住架小巴走咗。
然後，見到工人、阿女，坐喺長椅。工人在餵阿女食早餐。
我：“Why are you still here? Hayley should have arrived school at 09:30!"
工人：“Ok madam"
我：“It is NOT ok. It's 09:23 now, why didn't you take Hayley to school?"
佢：“Sorry madam"
我：“Do you know where she should go?"
佢：“School madam"
"Why didn't you take her to school?"
佢："Waiting for you madam"
我：“Why are you waiting for me? I told you to take her to school!"
佢：“Ok madam"
下一架小巴到，我拖阿仔上車，工人竟然繼續坐喺長椅，冇抱阿女。阿女大叫：“Go. Go now."
工人慢慢收拾東西，車又走了。又等 15 minutes,才上到車。
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落車時，佢自己行咗去。阿仔本來坐我哋中間，工人冇回頭拖佢落車。阿女我抱住，但我冇手拎2個書包。好狼狽。
紅色小巴停在路中心，旁邊係的士站。
我叫阿仔等候，我抱女落車後，回頭再拖阿仔。兩架綠的，在前面經過，入的士站。
想像吓，我去代課，工人帶2個，唔拖唔抱小朋友落車，會點樣？
苦口婆心，提醒佢以後要照顧小朋友落車。佢話"Ok madam"
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接女放學時，我等綠燈，抱女過馬路。過完，回頭，工人在努力拖阿仔隻手。紅燈，她繼續站著。我鬆一口氣。怎料，車開了，到她面前，她突然拖我仔，衝過馬路！！
瞬間，幾車連環響鞍。身邊途人，尖叫聲四起。
"嘩！好危險呀！”
“咩人嚟㗎，咁過馬路都得嘅？”
“差啲車死佢哋喇！”
她到我面前，我聲色俱厲咁，指住交通燈：
“Red light means stop! I told you many times. Why did you run across the road? It's dangerous! You almost died! You would have killed my son!"
佢：“Ok madam"
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接仔放學，佢再次轉頭就走。
阿仔踩scooter, 吃力咁追。
有車轉入嚟，佢即時反應唔係停低，係繼續行過馬路。
阿仔大叫：“Stop! Car!"
佢聽而不聞，照行。
我在後面，一手抱阿女，一手拖阿仔。阿仔自己拖scooter.
學校門口，有幾級樓梯。佢冇意識拖小朋友，佢哋有機會跌倒。門口好多車，附近係咪錶停車場。佢咁樣照顧小朋友，佢哋遲早車死。
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然後，我去上課。畀晒教材、玩具、顏色筆，她竟然都handle唔到，仲畀阿女，在補習社外，尖叫、嚎啕大哭
叫佢行遠啲。佢ok完，開門，行埋入嚟。
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落巴士，佢自己衝咗去。
我1人抱2個熟睡嘅小朋友。由上層，行落車。
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夜晚食飯，佢自己專心食晚餐。
佢冇抱實阿女，都冇餵佢。畀佢落地，趴喺地下爬。
叫佢抱阿女，佢望阿女一眼，繼續食嘢。
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上新屋，攞嘢。
佢無端端，幫女換拖鞋。
阿女跌到膝頭花晒、流血。
今日佢 pay day.
我只能無奈地說：“This is the first time I pay you. But I'm sorry that I have to give you a one-month notice. You don't have to work here from Oct 15. If you can't help me look after the kids well and keep them safe, I don't need you. Sorry."
佢：“Ok madam"
我無言。
